Leonardo"s Notebook by Mattheus Mei

I have been impressed with the urgency of doing. Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we must do.
Showing posts with label youth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label youth. Show all posts

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Somewhere RuPaul is laughing... giddily

George Mason University just named their 2009 homecoming queen. But she's not your normal blonde plastic beauty queen... or maybe she is? George Mason stepped out an named a Drag Queen as their homecoming queen. Presenting: Reann Sassie D'Loceanono Ballslee, natch.

From her Myspace

The AP has the report,

Allen's selection does not appear to have caused much consternation among the school's 30,000 undergraduate and graduate students. An online article in the student newspaper prompted only two comments, both positive.

Alyssa Cordova, an officer with the school's College Republicans, said she didn't pay much attention to Allen's election and is suprised by the media attention it has received.

Ms. Cordova obviously didn't get the memo from the rest of the party...

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Thursday, January 08, 2009

QOTD: Lamentations on Art

I had what was for me a memorable conversation with an art student when she was my patient. She was in her second year of art school, and told me that one of the things she enjoyed most about it was art history. I asked what they taught in art history.

'The first year,' she said, 'we did African art. But now in the second year we're doing western art.'

I asked what particular aspect of western art they were doing.

'Roy Liechtenstein.'

As satire would be impossible, so commentary would be superfluous

When I read that I nearly choked from laughing so hard. The question becomes is Mr. Dalrymple - aka Anthony Daniels - an oversensitive critic or is he speaking the truth about our concept of art (the author's greater point about art was, for me least, valid)?

Mr. Dalrymple/Daniels was railing against the presentation of the creations of Mr. Jeff Koons in the Versailles Palace. Mr. Koons is a sculptor - I use the term loosely. His main form is giant stainless steel balloon dogs of varying colours and hanging lobsters. Talk about Arts and Crafts! But Dalrymple goes beyond the follies of Mr. Koon and laments,

The successful modern artist’s subject is himself, not in any genuinely self-examining way that would tell us something about the human condition, but as an ego to distinguish himself from other egos, as distinctly and noisily as he can. Like Oscar Wilde at the New York customs, he has nothing to declare but his genius: which, if he is lucky, will lead to fame and fortune. Of all the artistic disciplines nowadays, self-advertisement is by far the most important.
It was his deconstruction of the problem that led to the anecdotal story which is our Quote of the Day. 'Shallowness,' he says, 'has triumphed everywhere.'

But why? Dalrymple cites two reasons, one being an excessive emphasis on the concept of originality as an artistic virtue and the other is the falsehood of art imitating science.

As damning and true as these criticisms may be Dalrymple forgets something about the origin of Post Modern movement in Art, something perhaps even forgotten by those claiming to be artist of the movement themselves. I shared this article with my partner earlier today and though he appreciated the perspective and may have agreed with some points of it, Dalrymple's conclusion, for him, missed the point.

According to my better half:

Postmodernism, with its roots in Dadaism, is more like Nihilism applied to art, in that it does not assume there can be transcendent meaning in art. It was an anti-art movement.
Dadaism itself was a reaction to the horrors of World War. If Western Culture, based on its long pursuit of transcendent meaning in art, could not steer itself away from the horrors of mass killing and war, then what good was it? Dadaists rejected meaning as an altogether bankrupt concept, and started a new way of thinking about "art." One can argue that nihilism as applied to art is just the absence of any kind of ethos or aesthetics, but it marked a transition from a kind of art that had lost its influence on society.

Consider the term "classical music": the word "classical" means something ancient, definable and static. Something that we go back and visit, like a museum piece. When the music was written, it wasn't "classical". It was the contemporary art of the day. We can still appreciate its beauty, but it was written for a different time.

If art is supposed to make people think, how should it speak to the problems of the present age? Genocide and disease rules much of the continent on which we now know life began. A small portion of the world's population holds most of the world's wealth. Wars rage on. These were not things that were collectively understood by the masses when the depiction of "beauty" ruled the art world. With the dawn of mass communication, the world has come out of its Eden-like notion of beauty. We've eaten the apple and seen our naked ugliness.

So anti-art has persisted. It is still the predominant form of contemporary art today. Is it winding down? I don't really know, but it seems to me that as a reactionary movement that caused people to think about value of art, it did serve a purpose, even if it's only temporary. I don't claim any expertise on these things. I suspect it's time for a new movement in art, which is perhaps in its underground stage. Art started on the walls of caves, so it probably isn't dead yet.

[As an aside, I also think "self-aggrandizement" might be a byproduct of our overly-connected society, but nothing new in the art world. There's a romantic notion out there of The Great Artist laboring in anonymity until his work is discovered posthumously, but I'm not sure that is accurate. Art is self-expression. It takes a self-possessed person to create a statement of self-expression. If artists 300 years ago had the kind of easy access to media and audiences they have today, I'm not sure they would have stayed in hiding.]

Maybe hipsterism, defined as the pursuit of authenticity (the appearance of being HAND-crafted, HAND-stitched, hand-made, hand-rolled, hand-- bleh and yet available to the masses), is a symptom of the absence of meaning in art as well. And how about the proliferation of digital self-portraiture as a search for meaning? The MySpace mirror pic? Hundreds of facebook pictures of one's self? Clearly, we're still grasping at meaning.

I hope I'm around long enough to see the next movement take shape. As the saying goes: Ars longa, vita brevis.

What interests me both is that while Dalrymple laments the lack of meaning and absence of the transcendent, for the latter generations in the post modern movement especially - those who have been removed by decades from the first generation who espoused such detachment in art - there's an effort to reclaim the transcendent precisely because there's a search for the authentic.
"Authenticity" is my generation's category for the ever ethereal meaning, and our starting point is not in high culture, is not necessarily in "Art" as in our basic consumer goods (see the emphasis on "hand" above), we're reversing the process, it's a perilous task that isn't always successful. Who knows when anti-art gave way to consumerist crap that has populated the galleries of the last 28 years. Perhaps the logical conclusion is that the lack of communicable meaning which started out as a reaction created an actual vaccuum that could only be filled by the other forces which normally stand in contention with artistic expression from the solipsitic and acediatic to the economic forces of hyper capitalism where everything becomes a product and aesthicism is replaced with utility.
All I can say now is if there's one good thing about this recession/Depression it's that the art bubble is bursting and those folks who have capitalized and received what can only be described as Thorazine induced patronage (the Jeff Koons' of the world) will whither away and perhaps then we can rise above the frey and the understanding of everything as self and consumption. Then can we reclaim and reassert commuicable "meaning" despite ourselves or perhaps in response to ourselves as both creatures of profound Good and unspeakable evil.

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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Homophobe Murderer of Sean W. Kennedy could be released next month

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

Contact:Elke Kennedyelke@seanslastwish.org864-884-2125




Stop Early Parole for Sean Kennedy's Killer


In May of 2007, in Greenville, South Carolina, Sean Kennedy, a 20-year-old gay man was leaving a bar when Stephen Andrew Moller called him a homophobic slur and hit him in the face so hard that Kennedy's brain separated from its stem. Moller left him on the sidewalk, unconscious, and Sean died later than night from his injuries. Sean was killed because he was gay and his murder was unprovoked, yet his killer was plea bargained down to involuntary manslaughter and received a 5 year sentence suspended to 3 years. Because of the credit Moller received for time he served before his sentencing, the longest possible time he will have to serve in prison is until September 2009. Because of the inadequacy of South Carolina laws and the lack of hate crimes statutes in the state, Sean's murderer is eligible for parole as early as next month, meaning that he will have served only 8 months in prison since his sentencing. Sean's Last Wish is asking the GLBT community and their allies to protest this injustice and ask the parole board to make Stephen Andrew Moller serve the remainder of his sentence. While Sean Kennedy's family may never see justice done for Sean, we ask you to help us do all that we can to show SC officials and the rest of the country that our community will not simply sit back and watch such violence and injustice continue to affect the lives of GLBT people. Please write a letter to the parole board and in your letter, please remind them of the violent and unprovoked nature of Moller's offense and the pain and suffering it has caused in the lives of Sean Kennedy's family and friends. Also, please let Sean's mother Elke Kennedy know if you send a letter and if possible, send her a copy of the letter (elke@seanslastwish.org), so she can have them to take with her to the parole hearing. Be sure to include Moller's full name and ID number:Stephen Andrew Moller - SCDC ID # 00328891. Send your letters to:Department of Probation Pardon and Parole Services2221 Devine Street, Suite 600, PO Box 50666Columbia SC 29250 For more information on Sean's murder and Sean's Last Wish, please visit http://www.seanslastwish.org/.


why can't we keep this killer behind bars?


In South Carolina we like to keep black men behind bars for looking at white women the wrong way, and God forbid they murder someone, so why is it that these white middle class abusers and killers get a slap on the wrist then are let out to continue fomenting their hatred and biases towards a vulnerable community. Sad to say, but this being South Carolina, thank God Sean was white - just imagine what little press this terrible crime would have gotten had he been black, actually strike that - because that notion, as true as it may be, makes me want to throw up.

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

How does one recover


How does one recover from a Friday night of hard partying with Mean Streak, But Seriously, About Today and others? (See the tweets from Friday night)


You spend Saturday in a stupor, and Sunday mindlessly playing Sim Civ IV - Beyond the Sword. Ugh I think I need another day to recover, and something tells me New Years will require another few days in suspended animation to recover. I think I should wish everyone a Happy New Year now and crawl back into the cave for a blog break.

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

QOTD: I'm a Lesbian, seriously I just had gay sex with that girl.

That's rejection number 3 from Christopher Wagoner's top six lines of rejection that he's received from various girls he's asked out this year. It's a list that's funny enough that you say "There's no way someone said that to him," and then you realize "You can't make that shit up."

But don't worry Chris is a good sport about it all. Even he realizes the incredulity of it all, and has moved on.

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Friday, December 19, 2008

Well, you've got to attract the Young People to your Church somehow so why not couple the "Starbucks Model" with their lingo and musical stylings

If yesterday's video didn't make you pee your pants, then check this out from the "GodTube." Honestly it freaked me out a bit -- h/t to the homosexualists over at OMG blog for this one too.



**Updated** As St. Izzy points out in the combox -- this video has become a parody of itself and was produced, of all places, right here in little ole Columbia, SC by First Baptist Church. The video, if not the church has become an internet success overnight, and like many videos -- it wasn't supposed to be published, but inevitably was. Thank you to whoever published this video.

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Monday, December 15, 2008

QOTD: The Internets? Nah, you can blame 24hr Cable News

[Have] I-- have most of us--succumbed to the tedious, excessively revelatory ways of modern American society, which assumes that every ounce of everyone's life constitutes a narrative-in-waiting, a parable, a morality tale--which assumes, in fact, that nothing is ever banal.

-Tunku Vardarajan, on

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Friday, December 05, 2008

Do you know what happens when Gnomes die? Well they certainly don't become statuesque members of an ethereal third reich

Honestly, I don't even know how it happens. I periodically will burst out in song and usually it's a theme song to a television show I watched growing up. Today was no different, at about 2pm today I started singing the theme to the Nickelodeon cartoon - David the Gnome.







Do you all remember the show? Well I was browsing the linked variations and episode clips when I came across one that purported to show what happens when gnomes die. Though because it's a show for small children or for those who are small children at heart they didn't use the actual word verb to die. I'll get to that in a moment though.

What doesn't happen when gnomes die is they don't become little statues sieg heiling from amongst the pansies and monkey grass, although Andrew Sullivan did find a photo for his 'Face of the day' of a gnome who appears to be doing precisely just that.

An art installation titled 'Dance of/with the Devil' by German artist Ottmar Horl, featuring hundreds of Nazi-saluting garden gnomes, forms part of the the Flanders Expo - LineArt Exhibition on December 5, 2008 in Ghent, Belgium. The international 'fusion' art fair runs from Dec 5-9. By Mark Renders/Getty.

Weird ain't it? Any who, when gnomes die -- apparently they become trees. Yeah who would have thought right? Little yard gnomes transmorph through the power the page flip into apple trees while their companion foxes look on in disbelief howling in their grief.

After finding out just what happens to gnomes, truly a mixed emotional experience, I found myself just a little blue and in need of some cheering up. How would David and Lisa cheer themselves up I thought? And then quickly I realized that's just crazy why am I trying to think like 2-d drawings on a piece of celluloid? So I quickly clicked another link and found this gem of a cover for the Gnome series.





Who would have ever thought they were watching David the Gnome in Karachi in the late 80's early 90's?

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Medieval Music to my ears

The State Newspaper has an article on a USC student who won a prestigious Marshall Scholarship to study Musicology at Oxford in Britain. She won the scholarship because her research into a 14th century chant manuscript took spanned continents from the Southeast to Sienna Italy and Madrid Spain to find the missing pieces to the music.
In Sienna, Italy was discovered the higher voiced portion of the manuscript, and in Spain the lower voiced portion. After pulling the parts together with the Columbia Manuscript the University's Chorus sang the Gloria, the first time the entire piece of pre-Tridentine French polyphony has been performed, in toality, in more than 600 years.

You can listen to the music here.

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Monday, November 24, 2008

QOTD: Metrognome

(Photo from Phiipn)

From Jezebel:

It's that time of year again, when the thermometer drops below 40, and suddenly the streets fill not just with dry leaves and black ice but urban guys suddenly ransformed into lumberjacks. The beards grow, the sweaters come out, and seemingly overnight, the cities are crammed with scrawny Hemingways. You know what I'm talking about: the Metrognome.

The metrognome comes in several forms. There is the archetypal Pacific northwestern/Western metrognome, of course, attired in flannels and beard year-round. The metrognome was originally identified, in fact, in San Francisco. The southern metrognome has been known to evoke the Civil War. Then there is the seasonal metrognome, who comes out only when the weather grows cold. This varietal wears a beard, yes, but his clothing also becomes considerably more rugged than is his wont, or than is necessary in an urban environment. The metrognome is not to be confused with the Bear, who is characterized by a certain natural burly hirsuteness. The metrognome transformation, by contrast, is completely inorganic and owes nothing to actual appearance. As "metro" implies, there is an element of deliberate grooming and styling involved.
Metrognomes are something more than hipsters with beards, it's a sign that beards have arrived as a part of the mainstream pop culture. Beards have been a part of hipsterality for several years, a staple of lower east side neighborhoods (and other hipster enclaves) whether a product of orthodox imitation, erstwhile inspiration or shear laziness, the origins of this trend are muddled. Suffice it to say with not a little bit of obviousness that beards are nothing new from Xerxes to Marcus Aurelius to Augustine to Abraham Lincoln to Sean Connery and beyond, it goes without saying that the beard is nothing new. But throughout it all the beard has come to represent many things but nothing as basic and persistent as manliness.

Like many trends in the hipsterality it took Hollywood to bring it to the surface and mainstream it, and Jezebel says as much attributing the moment to Hollywood's strike last winter. And one act of "rebellion" led to a 100,000+ more as men attempted to throw off the yoke of corporate banality and regain a sense of independence and non-neutered masculinity - though the efforts shimmer with irony as most men involved will attend to grooming these beards, and then you can't get passed the name itself, Metrognome.

In the interest of full disclosure, I suppose one could consider Mattheus Mei a metrognome, that or one dandified hipster. And as Jezebel closed so I say to you. He's coming to a microbrewery near you, and the time is nigh. As in tomorrow at 6pm, Hunter Gatherer.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

"Vote however you like"

(H/t Sully)

This is a mental health break. I wonder what private school these kids go to in ATL?



Vote however you like....

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Be very afraid....

If you're a Baby Boomer.

We're not taking your partisan culture war bull sh*t anymore....

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Monday, October 13, 2008

Remembering Cardinal Newman


The Times of London has digitized the soon to be Saint's obituary from August 20, 1890. We don't write obits as we used to - it's unfortunate because such writing is an artform unto itself. But check it out, it's well worth the read. Via the Times Archive Blog.

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Sunday, October 05, 2008

Music Crawl


Last night was the Free Times Music Crawl, unfortunately I didn't take any pictures either with a camera or my phone, oh well. It was lots of fun, I hung out with MeanStreak and we had a fabulous time - and the best part about it? The Vista was packed, for a brief moment you almost felt like you were in a large city environment. I don't know if more people were in the Vista last night than five points, but most folks didn't appear college age -- which begs the question, if they're not from out of town, where are these folks the rest of the year?

Any who, started the evening off at Wet Willy's, there's one in Charleston and Savannah also. This one opened only recently. If you're a fan of super sweet drinks, and super alcoholic (can you say ethanol?) then this place is for you. But we weren't necessarily there for the booze, although one was ENOUGH for me. We were there to watch the Friendly Confines. It was awesome! If you haven't heard them, listen to them - and their CD comes out next Saturday.

After that we headed down to the art bar for it's first weekend night of being smoke free (thank you city of Columbia) - it was packed. And the music was pretty good - both inside in the back room and out.

Columbia does know how to party...

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Saturday, October 04, 2008

Intolerant Chic: Engaging my own solipsistic hypothesis and discussion

The women and hipsters may be white, but they’re not white—they’re members of the cool-looking pan-ethnic tribe, a tribe defined by economic and social status and by cultural and aesthetic preferences rather than by ethnicity.

"Intolerant Chic" from Atlantic Monthly

In my own way, back in January, I attempted to dissect and understand the (southern) hipster culture. It was a labor of love in a way, a served to as a solipsistic exercises in existentialism. I was trying to figure out how I fit into a particular urban environment because being a country bumpkin there's a level of suspicion (that still pervades) when it comes to city culture.

I still don't know how or if I fit (or want to fit) fully into this (sub)culture. I had an experience at Fresh Market the other week that revealed how as yet I'm still suspicious of urban culture and still make snap judgements and prove that I am still unable to differentiate between a hipster and the Synthetic Class which creates an internal crisis of sorts. This translated into a bit of anguish at the Fresh Market which lead to an awkward conversation with my lover in which I was unable to articulate my anguish appropriately into coherent logical arguments.

It was with that anguish still settling boiling that I was pleasantly surprised by two articles I found this week. One was Verena von Pfeten's from Huffington Post. The pictures are amusing and the article much like my writing of recent was acerbic. She deals purely in the fashion aesthetics of the sub culture, the guiding principals of which apply more broadly. The thesis of her argument is this:

"...no one group of people have ever so succumbed, so embraced, so clutched on to trends for dear life with cold, pale, smoke-yellowed fingers as that so-called creative counter-culture: The Hipster.

Am I generalizing? Probably. Am I aware there are exceptions to the rule? Absolutely! Am I going to clarify shortly? Let's hope so."

Verena unknowingly hit on part of my superficially(?) existential inner turmoil of the past week. And her argument fleshes out the problems that arise from the "synthesis" in my earlier hipster post, while admitting that it's difficult not to generalize and see that their are exceptions to the rule.

And at this point I'd like to admit that the sheer difficulty of parsing this group, or separating the wheat from the chaff as it were, is why when you talk of hipsterality such disclaimers are abundantly necessary.

The second article I found was actually a book review from the October issue of the Atlantic entitled, Intolerant Chic, it's a review of the now infamous website-turned-book deal Stuff White People Like.

Lander really points out the folly and foibles of the synthetic class.

White People approve of the kind of diversity that affords them the aesthetic and consumer benefits of what they like to think of as urban life—that is, the kind that allows them to

get sushi and tacos on the same street. But they will also send their kids to private school with other rich white kids so that they can avoid the “low test scores” that come with educational diversity.

Here and elsewhere, accompanying the book’s mockery of the essentially innocuous solipsism of White People is what Lander, a man of the left, described to me as his exasperation with progressives’ “cultural righteousness” and “intolerance and groupthink”—a set of attitudes that enhances and is enhanced by a profoundly smug and incurious outlook. To be sure, these faults aren’t peculiar to the progressive and the hip, but Lander repeatedly and cleverly shows how some of White People’s favorite activities (watching political documentaries, “raising awareness,” foreign travel), which they complacently embrace as broadening, are in fact lazy and tend to be intellectually and politically stultifying: White People “like feeling smart without doing work—two hours in a theater is easier than ten hours with a book.”

This group of people may be pan ethnic as the quote from the top of the post suggests, but one thing it is not, generally speaking, is pan generational - and it just so happens that this is my generation. The most eye rolling example of how prescient Lander's book/site is, is this article an article from Reason online in 2007.

The Atlantic review of Lander's book continues though highlighting his very pointed conclusion,

More damning is the conclusion produced by a careful reading of this often fine-grained semi-sociological analysis: a good deal of the progressives’ attitudes, preferences, and sense of identity are ingrained in an unlovely disdain for those outside their charmed circle. In Lander’s analysis, much of their self-satisfaction derives from consumption (the slack-sounding “stuff” in the title is deceptively apt)—and much of that consumption is motivated by a desire to differentiate themselves from the benighted. Sushi, for instance, is “everything [White People] want: foreign culture, expensive, healthy, and hated by the ‘uneducated.’” And whatever its goals, the ACLU is beloved by White People, Lander satirically but not wholly unjustifiably asserts, because it protects them “from having to look at things they don’t like. At the top of this list is anything that has to do with Christianity”—an aversion, Lander discerns, rooted not in religious enmity but in taste (Christianity is “a little trashy”), formed largely by class and education. To those of this mind-set, the problem with a great many Americans is that they don’t “care about the right things.”

I of course take issue with the second to last line about Christianity, not because I'm a Catholic Christian but because even Christianity and religion have a role within this tribe as a means and vehicle for achieving (experiencing) authenticity.

Authentic and it's various forms, it's a word often used by this tribal group and achieving 'it' is the penultimate goal. It's an adjective that has transcended the normal limitations of diction to become a quasi ontological pursuit usually made manifest in this tribe by the pretense of rejecting "consumerism." As pointed out above by both Verena and Lander though, this pursuit ends in abject failure because such lofty pursuits have been subverted by that which they have tried to reject. It comes back to the 'synthesis' of my earlier argument whereby noble goals and principled stands looses their credibility and become nothing more than fads and catch phrases.

That's not to say that there's not a subset in this tribe that still adhere to such principals, as both I and Verena disclaimed above, but as pointed out in my own belaboured experience, it's increasingly difficult to differentiate between an actual 'hipster' and a member of the 'synthetic class' when, and this is a 'racial' throwback, they all 'look' the same.

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Monday, September 29, 2008

Quote of the Day: Tactics Vs. Strategy


Inside John McCain’s campaign the expectation is growing that there will be a popularity boosting pre-election wedding in Alaska between Bristol Palin, 17, and Levi Johnston, 18, her schoolmate and father of her baby. “It would be fantastic,” said a McCain insider. “You would have every TV camera there. The entire country would be watching. It would shut down the race for a week.”


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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Salvia makes headlines in the NY Times

full story here.

Money Quote:

Indeed, a salvia experience can be so intense, and at times so unsettling, that many try it just once, and even devotees use it sparingly.

Umm, yeah!!!!

South Carolina of course is one of the 13 states to have criminalized the plant.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

A brilliant read

My friend Aunti Que, recommended this blogsite to me, it's by a young man named Jonathan. His insights and depth of perception are fantastic and compelling. Check it out. A sample from his post, 'Here or There,' on why he has chosen to become a pasificst,

the violence which we condemn and the violence which is acclaimed, sanctioned, even idolized here in America, the "righteous violence" either of our ancestors or our foreign policy today is, when it all boils down to it, largely the same thing. The only difference is that, in the one case, those perpetrating the violence are on the side that our cultural metanarrative has deemed "good" and in the other case, the perpetrators are on the side we've deemed "evil". And the primary factors in determining this isn't any transcendent value but simply race and geographical location.

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Monday, August 11, 2008

Phelps Get's his 2nd Gold

And we have this picture to help us celebrate ...

(awaiting his readers collective swooning)

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Feist, Sesame Street, and The Count

It was pointed out to me that Feist appeared on Sesame Street singing her song 1-2-3-4. I was disappointed that The Count didn't join her to sing such an essentially Count appropriate song. But then I found this, The Count's own song where he too is enamored with counting to four.

Perhaps she was inspired by his 1970s cut of this track?

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